Thursday, September 2, 2010

Books Hit Back

Am a little dizzy from lack of getting everything together all at once. I know it's impossible, and it is the reason one must have a schedule, organize, plan, but I am always in each moment that I am studying, wondering why I am not researching schools, and in each moment I am looking at schools, wondering what I think I'm doing not writing, and in each moment writing, wondering why I have done so little to get my things in order here, and so on.

I will take a breath.

There is the airport pickup to think of. All else failing, this will have to be beautiful. Even this is suspect. What if I should fly in on a Monday? Could it be beautiful on a Monday?

Sighs. I really will ride into the mountains soon.

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